I never saw myself as someone who worries a lot to the extent that I would become obsessive over it. But these past few months, especially January and February, have really tested my faith and my trust in the Lord. Starting in January, I started having fears that I never thought would come to me. Fear of getting sick. Fear of dying in Africa. Fear of not raising enough money. Fear of becoming lonely. Fear of the unknown.
But our God isn't someone who ignores the cries and prayers of His people. When I thought I was about to break, He began to speak.
Eliminating the Spirit of Fear
The last week of missions month, Pastor Sam came to visit our church where he, his wife, and some of his friends prayed over some people after service. His wife prayed over me and through that, my fears were ultimately eliminated when she was praying over me and said, "Daughter, do not fear"
It completely floored me since it was the exact words I needed to hear from God.
Opening the Store Houses
A little over 3 weeks ago, I had only raised about $800. Today, God has blessed me with over $8,000. Though I haven't gotten many responses as of yet, the small group of people who have responded have been most generous. What's most amazing is that many of these people haven't even gotten my prayer letter yet. God reminded me that it isn't my efforts or persuasion that will move people, but He will move hearts and His people will respond in obedience.
Shedding light on the Unknown
About 3 weeks ago, a lovely couple from Kentucky found my blog online randomly and was able to connect me with one of the doctors at Mukinge Hospital. Some may call it coincidence and luck, but I know that it was God's provision. I had been emailing my contact for a couple of months before, and there was no reply. But once I began praying for God to help me, I was connected and my questions were answered.
Ultimately, I want to give all the glory to God. These last 2 months have been trying, but I have witnessed how God has moved to answer every single of my prayers. He has proven that He is the Provider of all things. It's been an amazing journey and I am excited to see how God will continue to work and refine me through the next 6 months!
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